30 September 2006

He sat on the edge of his cot, sweaty and dusty and shaking a little as the adrenaline finally started to taper off. The company medic, “Doc,” had patched up his shoulder and declared him fit for duty. He held her picture in his trembling hand, wondering if he should call her.

Her eyes opened with a start, surprised to see him laying in her bed. She was immediately angry and disappointed with herself for having one glass of wine too many. She answered the phone.

He asked if he had waked her.

She told him no. She lied.

He apologized for waking her.

She repeated that he hadn’t, lying again. She asked how his day had been, whispering so as not to wake her bedmate.

He told her it went well. He lied. He asked her what she did over the weekend.

She changed the subject. Not wanting to tell him. She asked if he had gone out on another convoy.

He told her that he had.

She asked if all had gone well.

He replied that it had, lying again. Not wanting to worry her about his injury. He asked if she had gone out with her friends.

Again changing the subject, not wanting him to know that she’d been drinking lately, she told him that she had a handsome man in her bed.

“What?” he asked not sure that he had heard her correctly over the international connection.

“I’m sharing my bed with a very handsome young man,” she repeated. “And he’s got your eyes.”

“Well when he wakes up, tell him that he’s the man of the house and that I expect him to take care of his mom,” he countered.

“He’s only 4!” she protested.

“Then tell him that I love him and miss him and that I’m damned jealous of him.”

She said that she loved him and couldn’t wait for him to come home.

He felt his throat tighten and eyes water but managed to tell her that he too loved her and that she had better kick that other man out of his bed before he gets home.

For a brief moment, they were able to escape their fears. They were able to laugh and love and hope for a brief moment.

She asked if he was going out on a convoy tomorrow.

He said that he wasn’t. He lied.

The phone weant dead, the connection was lost.

He went back to his cot and looked at her picture once more.

She reached for the half empty glass of wine after softly kissing her other man.

They are determined to survive.

Sgt Hook out.


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14 Comments »
  1. Rip my heart out.

    Comment by SGT Lori — 1 October 2006 @ 0118


  2. Glad someone else has had this conversation…

    ughhhh

    oh and you soldiers, when you tell us, you are not going out, we know better

    so there.

    Comment by Armywifetoddlermom — 1 October 2006 @ 0228


  3. What AWTM said…

    Oh, and we also talk to the other wives and compare notes…so yeah, we know.

    Comment by tink — 1 October 2006 @ 0324


  4. Oh, and hubs learned..that’s when I got phone calls that began with “I’m OK - I wanted to tell you before you heard………”

    Love you guys for tryin to protect us..but we’re kinda sneaky when we’re worried about those we love.

    Comment by tink — 1 October 2006 @ 0329


  5. heart wrenching and beautiful!

    Comment by Jean — 1 October 2006 @ 0442


  6. You should have put the “tissue alert” somewhere at the top of the post!

    Comment by Dalene Barnes — 1 October 2006 @ 1313


  7. I love you too….

    O.k. so no–ones answering,
    Well cant you just let it ring a little longer
    Ill just sit tight, through the shadows of the night
    Let it ring for evermore.
    ~Electric Light Orchestra

    The phone.

    Trackback by SpouseBUZZ — 1 October 2006 @ 2152


  8. This is probably a pretty common conversation huh? My fiance is joining the Army soon. I think I will visit this site more often. Thank you.

    Comment by Laura Slattery — 1 October 2006 @ 2159


  9. Been there …

    Comment by Jo — 1 October 2006 @ 2325


  10. Yeah, we talk together… so don’t try to “protect us”.

    Comment by LAW — 2 October 2006 @ 0124


  11. Beautiful story…but my hubby always tells me the unvarnished truth (what is not OpSec). Maybe sometimes a little too much. Still…I want to hear whatever he wants to tell me.

    On my side, I try to change the subject. I don’t want to worry him. If he pushes the topic, I will not lie, but I’ll try to be as upbeat as possible about it all!

    Comment by Molly Pitcher — 2 October 2006 @ 0302


  12. …done that.

    And, as AWTM said, we know better.

    Thanks SGT. That was awesome.

    - hfs

    Comment by HomefrontSix — 2 October 2006 @ 0322


  13. It is completely heartbreaking to know that so many are going through this. I agree about the need for a tissue alert…

    Found your blog through Shayna’s and glad I did!

    Comment by QueenBitch — 2 October 2006 @ 0854


  14. Ok, now I’ve gotta go back to work with red eyes. I am totally in awe of military families. You are absolutely the best of the best. Thank you!

    Comment by Maggie45 — 4 October 2006 @ 1921


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